sarah♥

sex_paint @ 2007-03-15T11:44:00

2007-03-15T18:50:30Z

You know whne something abd happens to you and you try to fix it at the wrong time.How everything get so much worst than when it started. I just with it never began everything woul dhave been alot eaiser that what im going through now. i have jelousy, hate, and some happiness in my life. but i got to make the est out of everything. hopfully this weekend cindee doenst have to work so we can go to the beach and party!! haha. even if she can go i am.i want her to be there. i wish that everyone wasnt immature. not meaning my friends. ha.

cheated.

2007-02-21T19:34:52Z

just when i thought that everything was going good. i had some one that i loved. i got a eail from this girl that i have met once. she old me how about two weeks ago her and my boyfriend hook up. i was like what the fuck. i couldnt belive her. i call her and she told me everything. rich came over and i asked him if there was anything that he had to say. that hd happen in the last two weeks. he said yeah. i cannot belive that he did this to me. i love him so much but he fucked up and he knows that. and trust me i will never go back with him. i dont understand how he couldnt just tell me why he did and when he did it i had to hear it from the girl. but whatever everyone fucks up. and everyone gets hur its apart of life. i just wish that people wil stop hurting me. but that will never happen.

unexpected gift.

2006-11-01T19:37:27Z

i got a package from my ex.
at first i wasnt sure who it was from.
concidering everything was in japanese.
so i opened it.
and it was a ring.
WHAT THE FUCK!
im really confused.
i havent spoken with him in almost 4 months.
and i told my boyfriend. and he said the same thing i did.
along with everyone else.
in the box there was no letter or anything.
strange.

sex_paint @ 2006-08-09T00:03:00

2006-08-09T07:00:22Z

these bitches are the best.

sex_paint @ 2006-07-24T00:10:00

2006-07-24T07:07:32Z

today i got a job at body gems.
i pretty excided to work there.
cuz i dont really have to do anyhitng.
i can wear whatever i want.
and i dont have to take my pericings out.

sex_paint @ 2006-07-18T01:21:00

2006-07-18T08:19:48Z

i guess telling people how you feel is just wrong.
some people i just expect to understand who i am.
others i just dont care.
im not sure who anyone is anymore.

My Birthday.

2006-07-13T19:17:29Z

was yesturday. i was good.
i got new lip pericing.
and lots of cool things.
i'll get pictures up in like a few days.

sex_paint @ 2006-07-10T12:42:00

2006-07-10T19:40:03Z

some guy asked me and my friends if we have a rolex in our treasure chest. we said no.
do you have a rolex in your treasure chest?

sex_paint @ 2006-07-05T13:20:00

2006-07-05T20:18:08Z

Today was a god day. me and cindy hung out and are going to warped tour tomarrow.

sex_paint @ 2006-07-04T22:18:00

2006-07-05T05:18:35Z

i wish things where back to the way they were..

.. me cindy...we were inceperable..
..but i dont know what happened.

JazMANIA!!!!!

2006-05-29T22:11:57Z

SO GO TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN JAZMANIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOW!!!!!!!!!

jazmania
jazmaniajazmaniajazmania
GO!

sex_paint @ 2006-05-14T09:13:00

2006-05-14T17:21:57Z

here are a few things that have been going on in the pass week.

i try to be cool. but i just dont think it works. i love cindy and ummer. they are my best friends.

sex_paint @ 2006-05-07T22:11:00

2006-05-08T06:11:31Z

cindy came back today. i really missed her. shes my bestest friend ever.

sex_paint @ 2006-05-06T23:45:00

2006-05-07T07:45:14Z

insomina sucks.

sex_paint @ 2006-05-06T23:41:00

2006-05-07T07:42:45Z

i really need something too do. help.

sex_paint @ 2006-04-30T12:03:00

2006-04-30T20:03:37Z

i finally got my lip peirced.

hair

2006-04-23T18:30:24Z

im redoing my hiar. an dit will be blonde and black.

sex_paint @ 2006-03-28T22:15:00

2006-03-29T05:19:28Z

_{Sometimes i wish i was this happy agian.
But that will never happen..
things just get to me really easy..
...and i cant really control any this..
i have no motivation to do anything..
and im really overwelmed..
i need to get over it,}

wow.

2006-03-17T06:11:22Z

i feel like shit. i got my teeth taken out. and when the doctor say what the IV he is going to put in your arm is a pinch. he's lying. and laghing gas is cool. it makes you feel all happy.

sex_paint @ 2006-03-11T23:19:00

2006-03-12T06:28:16Z

i dont really understand why people talk to people that they dont like.
if you dont like someone just tell them and done talk to them.
i understand that people that behind your back because they are jelious of what they dont have.
or what they want to have with some one that close to you.
i also get that people push people away because of there past.
but what i dont get is how people get so colse to someone. but then push them away. because they are to close.
i dont know why people try to hide who they really ae so people wold like them.
i understand that people act like others or do things to look "cool".
i hate how people say i love you, when they really dont.
i dont really udnerstand the concept of writeing in this if no one realds it.
and i relized. how dumb i am for writing this.

sex_paint @ 2006-03-09T21:32:00

2006-03-10T17:37:26Z

well i havent really written on here in a while. wel nothing has really been going on i play soft ball and hae a job. and thats it.

sex_paint @ 2006-02-16T00:15:00

2006-02-16T07:16:07Z

well my art class is fun and the teacher says funny words like bitchen. haha

sex_paint @ 2006-02-12T00:31:00

2006-02-12T07:32:51Z

sometimes i just wish this were not so complicated.

sex_paint @ 2006-02-08T01:03:00

2006-02-08T08:05:49Z

really loud people make me mad. i dont reallly know how you can yeall really loud and be 2 fucking feet away from the peorson that you are talking ot what the fuck. shut the fuck up and get the fuck over it. no one wants to hear your bitch ass talk. or for that matter yell. im trying to fucking sleep.a nd the world revolves around me not you and your stoopid life. so shut up. well that what i feel like telling this chick that lives in my house and she wont shut up.

sex_paint @ 2006-02-07T09:45:00

2006-02-07T17:59:24Z

well i dont kow that im really typing but im really board and i dont know what to do so im going to type. well yesturday i got kicked out of art class because some bitch desided to ay somehting to me nad i said something back and didnt tell the teacher what i said so then he siad leave so i did. but iwas alot scraping paint off the table and he told me to stop and i did. and he said that it was defiance or some shit. and then i go tto talk to him after school. i tole him that it wasnt defiance that i stoped when he asked me to and then he said it was because i wasnt reading the stoopid paper. and i was like your just trying to find some eaxcuse to get me kicked out of class. so shut up! and then i left. and the pricipal even said that it wasnt defiance thhat it was stoopid that he kciked me out and that i should have been. beacue there where kids under the table. and doing other shit that had nothing to do with what was oging on. so why do i have to get in trouble. but i got over it and went to my drawing class last night. and my teacher is so funny. hes like 60 yeahrs old and say the funnest stuff. like we are doing this project and this guy in my class is doing a chick and her bobs are coming out of her shirtand shes was like wow those are some big hooters. lmao. and then theres megan who makes fun of this really skinny chich in my colass and it makes me and cindy laugh. and also megan didnt know hat to do on the project so i was helping her and then the teacher did some thing and she was like "she totally fuck me" and we started to laught and at this point she said the hooters thing at the same time and she thought that we where laughing at her but we werent. and then the peopel in the class were walking around and observing everyones art work. and i asked then like 3 time what the hell they were doing and no one would answer me so cindy atrarted to laugh and me some more.a so yeah we are the youngest ones in the clas. and only like 1 person knows that we are in high school. haha. well class is almost out.